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I have contemplated whether or not I might actually be masochistic more times than I can count now. Which is saying something as I STILL count how many times I've gotten blood drawn (up to 68.) In any case it's not that I ENJOY pain... but I seem to keep making myself suffer through completely avoidable pain. Thus there must be something wrong with me right?

I'm not writing... I can't do it. I want to but all I'm capable of is dark things, Pokemon, and just BARELY listening to music. I guess I'll just keep talking to Faye.

Wow that was emo.