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Emo-Magnet
Jul. 2nd, 2007 04:28 amI'm an emo-magnet.
I guess because I'm SO whiney myself and desperately need someone to put up with me when I get that way because otherwise I'll get worse, I KNOW what it's like to need to vent and I don't have it in me to do something I know is blatantly hypocritical. It's like lying. I can't do it. It's just... it might as well be trying to see something 500 feet away clearly. I can't do it. I might want to, I might even TRY to but it's not going to happen.
But I wish I knew whether it would actually do some good or if everyone telling me my coddling just makes them worse is right. If I was whiney (as I often am) from migraines I wouldn't want someone telling me to suck it up because life could be worse. Yes, life could worse but that doesn't make it better. Sometimes all I want is a hug and a "there there, it'll go away soon."
I don't know. I think I just WISH I was wrong so that I didn't have to put up with people.
In truth, I'm a horrible person.
I guess because I'm SO whiney myself and desperately need someone to put up with me when I get that way because otherwise I'll get worse, I KNOW what it's like to need to vent and I don't have it in me to do something I know is blatantly hypocritical. It's like lying. I can't do it. It's just... it might as well be trying to see something 500 feet away clearly. I can't do it. I might want to, I might even TRY to but it's not going to happen.
But I wish I knew whether it would actually do some good or if everyone telling me my coddling just makes them worse is right. If I was whiney (as I often am) from migraines I wouldn't want someone telling me to suck it up because life could be worse. Yes, life could worse but that doesn't make it better. Sometimes all I want is a hug and a "there there, it'll go away soon."
I don't know. I think I just WISH I was wrong so that I didn't have to put up with people.
In truth, I'm a horrible person.
