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Monkey Balls Part 2
Feb. 6th, 2009 09:43 pmTitle: Monkey Balls (Part 2 of Monkey Balls)
Characters/Pairing: Smoker/Keitha, Aiden
Rating/Warning: PG-13 for language and craaaack
Disclaimer: One Piece isn't mine. Aiden is Moosey's.
Author's Note: wow. So I actually GOT USED TO being able to write this last month. So then I was all "Well I can, but really, let's break so I can make it to the pre-release tournament and not get sick" and it wasn't JUST withdrawal-y (which I was expecting) but you would not belive how much FASTER the days go by when you're writing. It's like "BAM! Accomplishment!" and you're not BORED and all a sudden there just is not enough hours in the day. And then when you stop it's like ZOMFG BORED!!!!!!!!!!! And I was going out of my mind with ENERGY (which um again... CFIDS? Energy? NEVER happens!! yaaaaay) and fidgetyness and want to do things. Without writing, days go so slowly and so boring. Also brain fog. With the CFIDS bad, the brain fog makes your brain slow down (like Mr. 4) but then with it gone suddenly I can THINK a lot faster. I'm smarter. Literally.
Ironically with the CFIDS I needed to be entertained more or I'd be depressed and now I don't HAVE to do a million things at once (when I'm healthier I've been listening to music instead of watching tv) but I could do it more easily. Kind of funny eh? Reassuring too. I still never lost my genius IQ status but if I want to take over Disney, run my own animation company,take over the world and be a kick-ass writer, I need all the smarts I can get. Though apparently I fail at using my smarts or I wouldn't be sitting here writing wannabe Mary Sues. (It's not even good enough to be a Mary Sue because she's not me, not overpowered, and not popular with the characters) Then again, I like this writing. Any writing. And it doesn't make me sick. So that's something.
Also, caffeine has a greater effect on me. It's nice. I need less but it's so FUN hahahahha. I've actually already cut back to two cups. And even more reassuring still? On good days I only need 5-7 hours of sleep instead of you know... 12. Getting better from CFIDS is really freaking sweet.Especially because Erm in spite of Boobs got bigger too.
( A lot of sugar, a bit of banana, some of that stuff caramel is made of, and way more peanut butter than anyone should ever have in their mouth at one time... )
9/1/09 -- Let it never be said I don't have insanely large gaps in my writing consistency. Anyway, Keitha feeding the Monkey Balls to Smoker's crew and then Surf's Up. Or vice versa. I forget the order but same general section. Yosh.
4/20/10 -- YAY FINISHED \o/ Woot for migraines that throw off my schedule :| OH YEAH AND PLAYLISTS *_* and muse <3
Characters/Pairing: Smoker/Keitha, Aiden
Rating/Warning: PG-13 for language and craaaack
Disclaimer: One Piece isn't mine. Aiden is Moosey's.
Author's Note: wow. So I actually GOT USED TO being able to write this last month. So then I was all "Well I can, but really, let's break so I can make it to the pre-release tournament and not get sick" and it wasn't JUST withdrawal-y (which I was expecting) but you would not belive how much FASTER the days go by when you're writing. It's like "BAM! Accomplishment!" and you're not BORED and all a sudden there just is not enough hours in the day. And then when you stop it's like ZOMFG BORED!!!!!!!!!!! And I was going out of my mind with ENERGY (which um again... CFIDS? Energy? NEVER happens!! yaaaaay) and fidgetyness and want to do things. Without writing, days go so slowly and so boring. Also brain fog. With the CFIDS bad, the brain fog makes your brain slow down (like Mr. 4) but then with it gone suddenly I can THINK a lot faster. I'm smarter. Literally.
Ironically with the CFIDS I needed to be entertained more or I'd be depressed and now I don't HAVE to do a million things at once (when I'm healthier I've been listening to music instead of watching tv) but I could do it more easily. Kind of funny eh? Reassuring too. I still never lost my genius IQ status but if I want to take over Disney, run my own animation company,
Also, caffeine has a greater effect on me. It's nice. I need less but it's so FUN hahahahha. I've actually already cut back to two cups. And even more reassuring still? On good days I only need 5-7 hours of sleep instead of you know... 12. Getting better from CFIDS is really freaking sweet.
( A lot of sugar, a bit of banana, some of that stuff caramel is made of, and way more peanut butter than anyone should ever have in their mouth at one time... )
9/1/09 -- Let it never be said I don't have insanely large gaps in my writing consistency. Anyway, Keitha feeding the Monkey Balls to Smoker's crew and then Surf's Up. Or vice versa. I forget the order but same general section. Yosh.
4/20/10 -- YAY FINISHED \o/ Woot for migraines that throw off my schedule :| OH YEAH AND PLAYLISTS *_* and muse <3
