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silverwolfcc) wrote2006-11-05 04:38 am
silverwolfcc) wrote2006-11-05 04:38 am
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I went off my meds again. Not on purpose of course; I ran out and the new ones had to be cut only I couldn't cut them so my Mom said she would (when we finally did get them from the pharmacy) and then she lost them :| Luckily they are finally replaced as of tonight but it was a very un-fun bit of time and mostly likely why I've been feeling spazzy and grumpy (and could it add to the nightmares? I still kind of feel like it's my muse's fault) My Muse and I were actually having a fight. I'm not sure how that's possible since you know... she's part of me and not actually um... metaphysical? In any case we made up again finally and I think she's okay again (she'd be more okay if I was more ok ha ha)
But I need to remember every time I get upset/grumpy/depressed etc. There are some very very easy ways to fix it instead of letting it get worse for no apparent reason. The best way is music. But it has to be uber-happy music. And not happy in a way that comes after something depressing but truly happy and not in any way UN-happy. To that end I need a list. A list of songs that no matter how grumpy/depressed I get I can put on and feel better
1. Bon Voyage -- One Piece
2. Ano Basho e -- One Piece
3. Memories -- One Piece
Yes that is all I have. Because I can't think of them. It's a work in progress.
So my muse and I want to write again I think. I hope. I'm sleepy but I personally am re-terrified of nightmares. I need a better prevention method it would seem....
But I need to remember every time I get upset/grumpy/depressed etc. There are some very very easy ways to fix it instead of letting it get worse for no apparent reason. The best way is music. But it has to be uber-happy music. And not happy in a way that comes after something depressing but truly happy and not in any way UN-happy. To that end I need a list. A list of songs that no matter how grumpy/depressed I get I can put on and feel better
1. Bon Voyage -- One Piece
2. Ano Basho e -- One Piece
3. Memories -- One Piece
Yes that is all I have. Because I can't think of them. It's a work in progress.
So my muse and I want to write again I think. I hope. I'm sleepy but I personally am re-terrified of nightmares. I need a better prevention method it would seem....