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Dear Anons
Dec. 16th, 2009 04:44 pmYou're right. I'm a terrible player. But let's turn it around a little. What makes you so special? And funny I don't remember receiving a single im or pm or anything to my face saying people were quitting over how much I suck. Of the people who have left MM that wasn't over wank that YOU anons personally caused and you know it; they all seem to have found happy homes elsewhere and/or lost interest in RPing/real-life things period. Funny stuff that. In conclusion. I don't care. I'm not going to go whine to a wankfest about how a bunch of chickens don't like me. I spent the last 8 months trying to appease you but somehow you got worse. Why? Did I kick your mother in the groin? Honestly all this because you don't like how I play my characters? Why didn't you just ask me to LEAVE YOU ALONE? ESPECIALLY since I made that exact public offer dozens of times over. I said no one HAD to post to me if they didn't want me to and if they wanted to not recieve comments from character x, y, or z all they had to do was ask. And if you didn't get that message I doubt you eve really RPed with me at all, just stalked.
I never expected to be more than half-liked at MM but I am. And that makes me really happy. I didn't see the comments or the secret or any of it because I'm staying far far away but I heard lots of people stuck up for me so if you did, thanks. I really mean it it makes me feel better.
And now for some perspective which I feel is desperately needed.
( Kopper and Drift are smart )
-- Maybe I am really off. Maybe my best isn't good enough for you because you're all better than me but I always tried to keep up and have fun with everyone anyway. I'm sorry that you're better and I bring you down but if you can't bring me up, don't try to squash me under your heel. I'm stronger than THAT much at least and I don't stand for it. Because even if you were magically the best RPer in the world if you have to make people feel like crap over it, what's the point? I don't RP to be the best. Maybe that's wrong of me. I RP to have fun with my friends and anyone else willing to have fun with me. If you can have fun, go do something that is. I know I do. <3
-- I don't know who you are, who you play, what I did to you or didn't do, but frankly I don't think neither you nor me care at this point. If you're still holding onto all that rage you should consider enlisting in the army or doing something productive with it. Anger management classes or something. In the meantime, thanks to everyone who always made me feel on top of the world. Kyle, Faye-Faye, Drift, Mia, Em, Leone, Lover, Natalie, Robin, Britt, Mags, Jensu, Mango, Sparky, Shichi, Moosey, and lol I could be here all day listing people. But thanks everyone. You know who you are. Anons, I hope you can find peace because you're right, I'm too arrogant to find that your bitching at me means I have to tailor my entire playing style to fit requests some of which I never recieved. Particularly when if you remember that first secret? I fixed all of those. I tried. Now your turn to try growing up and handling the real world like a sane person.
I never expected to be more than half-liked at MM but I am. And that makes me really happy. I didn't see the comments or the secret or any of it because I'm staying far far away but I heard lots of people stuck up for me so if you did, thanks. I really mean it it makes me feel better.
And now for some perspective which I feel is desperately needed.
( Kopper and Drift are smart )
-- Maybe I am really off. Maybe my best isn't good enough for you because you're all better than me but I always tried to keep up and have fun with everyone anyway. I'm sorry that you're better and I bring you down but if you can't bring me up, don't try to squash me under your heel. I'm stronger than THAT much at least and I don't stand for it. Because even if you were magically the best RPer in the world if you have to make people feel like crap over it, what's the point? I don't RP to be the best. Maybe that's wrong of me. I RP to have fun with my friends and anyone else willing to have fun with me. If you can have fun, go do something that is. I know I do. <3
-- I don't know who you are, who you play, what I did to you or didn't do, but frankly I don't think neither you nor me care at this point. If you're still holding onto all that rage you should consider enlisting in the army or doing something productive with it. Anger management classes or something. In the meantime, thanks to everyone who always made me feel on top of the world. Kyle, Faye-Faye, Drift, Mia, Em, Leone, Lover, Natalie, Robin, Britt, Mags, Jensu, Mango, Sparky, Shichi, Moosey, and lol I could be here all day listing people. But thanks everyone. You know who you are. Anons, I hope you can find peace because you're right, I'm too arrogant to find that your bitching at me means I have to tailor my entire playing style to fit requests some of which I never recieved. Particularly when if you remember that first secret? I fixed all of those. I tried. Now your turn to try growing up and handling the real world like a sane person.
